About

.Howdy folks, I bet you are all wondering what this is all about. Well you came to the right place, the about page.  

     My name is Tess my aunt calls me Tess the mess, as it turns out she was/is prophetic. I have a feeling I’m about to make a big one. You see my darlings I’m a lesbian, a big one. I am also a child of God. You got it, God the Father, the one the Bible tells us about. The very same as Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Here is the kicker he’s 100% down with it. So much so he called me 25 years ago to make it a thang.  

     I have been studying the Bible since I was 14 started studying in Hebrew and Greek at 17. I discovered, well really accepted who I was at 19. I had a feeling at five. I lost my faith, my family and found myself. Then my mom was diagnosed with cancer. She and I reconciled but my brother and my dad not so much yet.  

     25 years ago, I was sitting on her front porch, she and I were the only one’s home, we had just cleaned up her bed and pillow from a saturating nose bleed and I put her back to bed. I was watching her die, and effectively telling off God. Making a longer story short He, under no uncertain terms, let me know I was being a jerk, but he also let me know that I was His and nothing I had already done to “pray” this away worked because he made me who I am on purpose for a purpose. In that moment I never doubted it again, I also knew that if it were true of me then it is true of everyone like me. Thus, my calling, to bridge the gap between him and all the others like me. At first, I thought that was just the LGBTQ folks but as it turns out it’s for ALL the misfits out there that were ever told, for whatever reason, they didn’t belong.  

     So, then it took Him 25 years to get me to a place where I am no where near ready to do this, but yet here we are. I wrote this book, created this here website along with a cute little FB page, so we can all get started on a journey, we were told we could never embark on. Well as it also turns out that was/is the opinion of His people not His. Not all his people but the vast majority.  

     I was offered a contract through the largest Christian broadcasting network in the world. I thought that was the route I wanted to go till I got the contract, and God was like, nope we are gonna do this. I was like really?? Ok… and believe me I am seldom that compliant. So, this I believe, is what he wants me to do. It will be free down load, as I am far more concerned with the message than the money.  There is a donation button for those who choose to do so but there is no suggested min or max. Give whatever you feel on your heart to give if anything at all. It will be treated as royalties, some will go to future publication some will go to present tacos. Some will go to spreading the light, some will go to paying the lights. I am NOT a 501c3. SO, either way God bless you. I hope you enjoy my little publication, which by the way has not met an editor, but at no fault of it’s own, that’s all on me. Please feel free to leave a review, also realize I feel free to delete that review if it’s hateful or harmful. I am bent on making this and the FB page a safe place to land for anyone who needs it. I encourage honesty though, so please be honest just not hateful or hostile, lets keep it kosher and respectful.  

     I thank you so much and look forward to hearing from you!